I fell different with others.....

Majority of the people around me is very playful, enjoy life and so on. But myself really did not find it was so enjoy. Some people can get things done so easy but I cant done it so effective. Some of my friend was so desire in love during he was in an university life. But I take it as a high risk of investment. Some people never want to mansion about their old days. But I really damn shit missing the old days.

Is this because my thinking was still in globalization 2.0 ??? Or I still cant catch up the new trend???

Since a long time I never post a blog here. Around half year I think. I see changes around me including friends leaving, other people pathway, my personal changes and more. I am getting worst day by day. No matter in what field. I not even confident to go through this semester. Why somebody can make it so easy and not me. I know the reason but I din have the intention to self motivate.

I will be myself as last time......

Forever......